Everything is fair in love and war!

So many feelings just exploding within me every second..buti find it immensely difficult to express (Airtel is not helping me express it even when i have been its loyal customer since so many years)..a bad joke...i know.


I think thoughts are way easier to be shared and voiced out...may be because they come from mind whereas feelings are nothing but sound of your heart..nobody wants to make it..and nobody wants to hear it. The only reason i can assign to the above fact is that feelings are true..irrespective of anyone's reactions and actions..then why take a risk..Lets voice out the thoughts.


But then the problem is that the journey from feelings to thought is not that virgin. It gets polluted and then you use all possible ways to refine it ; so ultimately it ends up becoming something else..and your feeling stays curbed..shying away - scared.


You keep going through this cycle again and again and again. Suddenly in mind pops up a line 'Everything is fair in love and war'. Both are very same. Both have two sides involved and in the end one wins leaving the other feeling all lost in the world. The only difference is that in war it is the one side which looses and in love its loosing of self. So, Its not 'If you are in love', its only - u win or u loose...u have your own self and you lose it.
I am sad and shocked to know that I lost !!!


Amazing - Thoughts just changed ma feelings entirely,,highly polluted. May be it will take a little more time to become a good writer..one who could express feelings!!

I feel Stupid...I feel Better!

Darkness is when you find a silver lining in the sky....

Confusion is when you explore the hidden possibilities...

Smile is when you have been through the sadness...

Life is when you you live to new heights.....

Today I met my teacher who in some way or the other ensured that I put my life to something better! Life deserves more ... and more! And this more needs to be quantified by an individual's "SELF" .

The immediate question posed by me was - Not everyone seems to possess a quest to explore this 'Self'.....not everyone look at this world with an individualism in them....not everyone is willing to explore it. Few of them even consider it as ravaging the time.

I felt proud to ask such a rationally bounded question as it was the one, I was pondering upon for years. But never did i know that the answer would be just one word....simple and just!

"THEY ARE COWARDS"...for a minute. I felt stupid..I felt ignorant! This was one of the questions which i asked myself always, without even knowing that the answer is too simple. May be, I too was a coward for not being able to explore my self to the point, where i could get the answer!

But this is where your teachers play a role. They do not show you the way, they just empower you to explore it yourself. If you are lost in this journey, they push you to the edges..let you recollect your strength for the journey ahead..and in no time, you are exactly back to the path where you must be!

This answer made a significant difference to me as it relieved me from the pressure of living with an unsolved conundrum! It assured me of my rightness!

Now, I thank god for the confusion because it leads you to exploration. I am thankful that I am EXPLORING!...I am LEADING NOT JUST LIVING!...It makes me much more "Meaningful" as an individual. It makes me an Intellect .... It makes me What I truly deserve to be ...It makes me human and not just another species present on the Earth.

I would end it with the lines of 'Swami Vivekanandas', reminded to e by my teacher :

"EDUCATION IS THE MANIFESTATION OF THE PERFECTION ALREADY IN MAN"

Now, I feel I am on the path of being educated..being powerful!

Feel happy to lead meaningful life, not just living life under tyranny of a non-meaningful mob!

Its Raining !!!

I am doubtful. This is what clouds wish to say. The zephyr is touching the tender hearts which makes people fall in love, realize their mistake, remember their old long lost friends, memorize, think, dream and dream with wide open eyes.

For me, it is to make me fall in place, touch my own self. It reminds me how an act of an individual can make thousands of people smile. A single rain drop gives us the zeal to live, same as an inch of smile can do.

It has brought me to a place where i have to think or just realize all those people who made me what I am today, gave me a chance to think What I am...in strategic terms - the "capability to think What I am!!!!"

Quiet repetitive I am getting..but just wanna enjoy myself, my power of knowing how to write, how to think, how to showcase my power.

Though I seem to be bounded very rationally, still there are choices to be made. Choices along with constraints..Then IS IT A CHOICE ????

Well ! We can say a STRATEGIC CHOICE. I am using management vocab - to again showcase my power to think as an MBA.

Look at a human. I pity myself. I started with beautiful rain, the awesome beauty of nature, but moved to much more materialistic powers which anyways is not a power. At times, Isolation is beautiful. It empowers you Time has come when you need to pay for isolation.

Well, right now, I am in a fix. one side of mine is thinking about my heart, rain, nature, flowers, beauty, sanctity, god, me and the other reflection of me is thinking and talking of tools and techniques - at present Gap Analysis !!!

Human is Human !!

AND

Power is Absolute Power!!!

A lonely Evening !!!

"I have suddenly started feeling better, much more stronger, much more calm and self contented".....This was supposed to be the last line of my article but my eagerness to pen down my thoughts forced me to write it first.
That somehow brings me to a thought that lonelines is not at all equivalent to isolation. I am lonely but not isolated, and when I am strong, I am isolated but not lonely.

why can't I stop writing thoughtful and serious stufff...Hey...I write for myself, atleast here I need not do What I am expected to do. I shall be what I want to be. Such cold breezy air and me all alone on this lonely terrace, my fellow friends are playing in the ground. From here, they seem to be some colorful movable mortals. Such a beautiful place it is. It gives you its beauty, its serneity, its power, its attitude, its simplicity and above all its space and time and the most astonishing factor is that you do not get to know when do these things gel with you so well that it becomes almost identical to us.
I am thankful to the standing tall trees, flowing river, chirping birds, combination of trimmed and wild grass, pillars - to make me strong on my belief that Isolation is not Loneliness.

Once again i say that I feel better, much more stronger, much more calm, and self contented.

As i said, this was the last line, I thus end here !!!! ( but i will be back wid my same boring writing and u cant stop me :-P)

The Part….ition is everywhere!!

The Partition is everywhere!!

It started with Adams and Eves. The humanity was born. (I am taking a supposition that humanity is synonymous to partition). Then we listen to the stories - the fancy stories about the freedom fighters. At the back of which is a reminiscence - again of humanity - the story of India and Pakistan. Wow! Now, you may have an idea that the write up is "hot". Sorry for the disappointment.

well, coming from patriotism to profession (Hey loads of "P" yar....I wonder why Ekta Kapoor didn't select P rather than K) Finally, I was told that I am entering a world where exists no biasness - be it gender based, color based, caste based.

So, finally I entered the so called world of "THE MANAGEMENT...THE PROFESSIONALS".

I came across a word "ETHICS"..Not that i didn't know this before, but now I dealt with it as a professional. Here also existed humanity (I mean partition:-P) - Role Ethics and Personal Ethics. I don't understand, a person who is always witnessed to disposal of values at home can understand any ethics at business. Still, for convenience, humanity is better.

Taking you to my professional domain - Marketing. Again the magic works - B2B and B2C. I doubt if it's to increase the credits or make us consider that we are human.

I know what the great academicians would love to comment on this - It is the input and not the output. Everything is about the well groomed processes. But the irony is (again partition - is it an irony or a paradox) that when we are in our mother's womb, the process (which is completely biological) is same then why does the outcome differs so drastically.

"May be some partition Rule which is beyond my levels to understand."