I feel Stupid...I feel Better!

Darkness is when you find a silver lining in the sky....

Confusion is when you explore the hidden possibilities...

Smile is when you have been through the sadness...

Life is when you you live to new heights.....

Today I met my teacher who in some way or the other ensured that I put my life to something better! Life deserves more ... and more! And this more needs to be quantified by an individual's "SELF" .

The immediate question posed by me was - Not everyone seems to possess a quest to explore this 'Self'.....not everyone look at this world with an individualism in them....not everyone is willing to explore it. Few of them even consider it as ravaging the time.

I felt proud to ask such a rationally bounded question as it was the one, I was pondering upon for years. But never did i know that the answer would be just one word....simple and just!

"THEY ARE COWARDS"...for a minute. I felt stupid..I felt ignorant! This was one of the questions which i asked myself always, without even knowing that the answer is too simple. May be, I too was a coward for not being able to explore my self to the point, where i could get the answer!

But this is where your teachers play a role. They do not show you the way, they just empower you to explore it yourself. If you are lost in this journey, they push you to the edges..let you recollect your strength for the journey ahead..and in no time, you are exactly back to the path where you must be!

This answer made a significant difference to me as it relieved me from the pressure of living with an unsolved conundrum! It assured me of my rightness!

Now, I thank god for the confusion because it leads you to exploration. I am thankful that I am EXPLORING!...I am LEADING NOT JUST LIVING!...It makes me much more "Meaningful" as an individual. It makes me an Intellect .... It makes me What I truly deserve to be ...It makes me human and not just another species present on the Earth.

I would end it with the lines of 'Swami Vivekanandas', reminded to e by my teacher :

"EDUCATION IS THE MANIFESTATION OF THE PERFECTION ALREADY IN MAN"

Now, I feel I am on the path of being educated..being powerful!

Feel happy to lead meaningful life, not just living life under tyranny of a non-meaningful mob!