Everything is fair in love and war!

So many feelings just exploding within me every second..buti find it immensely difficult to express (Airtel is not helping me express it even when i have been its loyal customer since so many years)..a bad joke...i know.


I think thoughts are way easier to be shared and voiced out...may be because they come from mind whereas feelings are nothing but sound of your heart..nobody wants to make it..and nobody wants to hear it. The only reason i can assign to the above fact is that feelings are true..irrespective of anyone's reactions and actions..then why take a risk..Lets voice out the thoughts.


But then the problem is that the journey from feelings to thought is not that virgin. It gets polluted and then you use all possible ways to refine it ; so ultimately it ends up becoming something else..and your feeling stays curbed..shying away - scared.


You keep going through this cycle again and again and again. Suddenly in mind pops up a line 'Everything is fair in love and war'. Both are very same. Both have two sides involved and in the end one wins leaving the other feeling all lost in the world. The only difference is that in war it is the one side which looses and in love its loosing of self. So, Its not 'If you are in love', its only - u win or u loose...u have your own self and you lose it.
I am sad and shocked to know that I lost !!!


Amazing - Thoughts just changed ma feelings entirely,,highly polluted. May be it will take a little more time to become a good writer..one who could express feelings!!